Junkies-010

FYI
My perception might not totally agree by everyone but this is just my judgment and thoughts. So, don’t get things too serious about what I’m writing here.

About me
1) I am Chinese who always mistaken as a Japanese girl.

2) My ideal height is 165 cm tall unfortunately I’m just 158 cm tall.

3) I graduated with Degree in Electronics Engineering majoring in
Nanotechnology.

4) I have my own future plan which is I am really terrified of taking risks or trying something new, maybe because I’m just too afraid of failure.

5) I am addicted to Starbucks coffee and milk bubble tea without sugar.

6) I have bad eyesight.

7) I am the youngest in the family and with two loving brother.

8) I must come back home before 10 pm.

9) I like to hide at a place where no one can find me. Sort of disappear like
a bubble.

10) My favorite Disney princess is Cinderella. One day my prince will come….

11) I am an x-gymnast. I love dancing very much. Due to scoliosis, my carrier as a dance have come to the end.

12) My first and last love is Max Shim Changmin.

13) I can’t drink carbonate drink, alcohol or drinks that contain high sugar.

Hate
14) I hate clubber + drinker + smoker. I believe 5% of this people are the good ones and 95% are the bad ones. I still can acknowledge them as friend but most importantly I am not absorbed in their humankind.

15) I have hate and love relationship with chocolate because I see myself like a drug addicted. To me chocolate is sort of a chemical that boost my mood. Perhaps you have never see 100% live manifest “on how I ate chocolate”. All I can say is horrifying! But this year, everything is under control.

16) I dislike eating Malaysian food because “I don’t know why (complicated)”. I want to test all kind of food that I never try before such as Mexican food, Turkish coffee, versatile French cuisine, Spanish tortilla, Morocco cuisine and many more.

17) Seriously I love surprise very much; unfortunately my instinct is too strong. This is why there is no surprise in my life. Some people giving me surprise, I will still have to act like I am really surprise unless I tell you this “I wanted this for so long, is weird, how do you read my mind”. If this people really appear in my life, I think he/she is the one that can interpret what I was taking to myself in my own world. This person will be truly one of a kind that can paint my world.

18) I have very dreadful attitude when it comes to appreciation. For example, when I was thinking of drinking Starbucks, suddenly people bought me something that I like (not super like) to eat but I will like “what the hell!. My parents do say I had less appreciation as well, perhaps I was thinking myself more than others.

19) I protect myself very much. There are thousand reasons why I can’t open up. There are many reasons why I lost my smile. All I need is time. Time to figure out who I am, who I want to be and what I want to go for…

20) I hate people break promises. If you said “promise” that’s basically mean you have to accomplish promises that you made to me. No accuses can be acceptable.

21) I am more to mind your own business people. This is why I really hate the environment here (If you know what I mean by here). One small thing happen the whole people will know. Make me feel like I’m living in a village with pathetic and sarcastic people. I know some people are really concern about me but 90% of people are truly a rural community people and low morality in terms of privacy.

22) I hate gossiping. To me, gossiping is a very bad attitude. I hear gossip but at least I don’t spread all this nonsense to anyone. If possible, I will just walk away from the conversation. I think the worse case is backstabbing people. Sometimes gossiping about real experience basically can avoid us from getting involves or more aware of ‘some people’.

23) I really hate people having step brother or step sister unless it is acknowledge by their own parents. In my perception, is flirting. I believe only 5% of having step sister or brother is genuine.

24) I dislike crowded places except for shopping mall and Restaurant / Cafe. It makes me feel so uncomfortable. I am so phobia like my heart is beating so badly, I can only look at the floor, my vision is like omg. So, I will never step in to any night/day markets, countdown, and concert.

25) I seriously hate oily food and hawker food. I am very picky when it comes to food. I really can get so horrifying which I’m struggling like hell. I’m not going to further discuss about my illness. If you have followed my blog for quite some time, you know I still owe you guys 4 parts of my chronicle.

26) I hate people forcing me to do something that I don’t like. I never like people to control me so much. When I said NO is mean NO.

27) I have panic attack. I’m just too lazy to clarify.

28) I never believe best guy and girl best friend forever unless the guy is a gay.

29) I don’t like to on my Facebook because I can be very emotional when I read sad status. I am a person who easily gets affecting by peoples emotion.

30) I don’t like to sing at all. This is also why I hate people singing while I’m eating. Music and song is acceptable.

Love
31) I love dressing up but only on a certain event and for a fine dining. I love dress very much. So I totally don’t skirt at all. That’s my style when it comes to dressing part.

32) Whenever I’m very unhappy, I will eat ice-cream especially my favourite Haagen Dazs.

33) I truly love surprise but it always end up with disappointed. I still want to point out that I love surprise. Maybe I’m watching too much of Korean drama.

34) I believe is Karma where the causes and effect in life.

35) I must take and edit photo every day. To me photography is part of my life and it is also the other half of me. Everyone has their own way to make them self happy. And this is my way to formulate a joyful journal because my life is like a camera.

36) I love classical music especially by Pyotr Llyich Tchaikovsky, Ludwig Van Beethoven, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart and Frederic Chopin.

37) I love designer bags and shoes. I believe I need 15 more years for me to actually own every designer bag.

38) I love blogging very much especially when I wish to share out my thoughts.

37) I am addicted to Instagram and img.ly.

38) I wish my life is perfect with luxuries food. Seriously, I only like breakfast. For breakfast, I prefer pancakes and English big breakfast.

39) I love watching adventure / action /cartoon English movies only.

40) My favorite actor –> Robert Downey Jr and Johnny Depp. I really can’t wait for Iron Man 3 that will be release this year and hopefully producer will consider of filming Sherlock Holmes 3.

41) I love shopping but prefer shopping alone or with my second brother. Even if I didn’t buy anything, I still like to go for a walk at the shopping mall. I don’t like to shop with girl friend because they can stay at one shop for hours. Is annoying! Do guys love shopping? I believe guys only go shopping when they necessary.

42) Most of the time, I prefer to spend my time alone.

43) I love antique stuff.

44) I Love collecting camera.

Wish
45) I wish to travel to United Kingdom. I want to explore every side of UK. Is a beautiful country.

46) I will retire at New Zealand.

47) I wish to search back my smile. I have forgotten the way I smile. All I can see is a sorrowfulness smile on my face.

Fact
48) Honestly, I am a bad temper person.

49) I never share out my feeling to anyone. I keep everything to myself.

50) Please don’t try to understand my world.