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I’m living at both ends. On the other end, I am fulfilled and satisfied. On the other, I don’t know what am I alive for. There is a thin line that separates life and death for me. There is certain neurotransmitters to correct chemical imbalance in the brain. This process required me to be honest and sincere with myself. Perhaps, sometimes I just need someone to tell me that I’m not as terrible as what I am thinking. Depression is not an easy for me. I’m struggling, I’m struggling…Can I really begin to live again like this ?

A life less self-absorbed
A life free from depression
A life that lives.

I promise in return if I am able to learn to see life as a meaning for personal development more than accomplishment. Therefore, I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and said “because of you, I didn’t give up“. Before my eyes start to overflow with tears, let me just stop my confession.

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Last Fantasy

Faraway things always look beautiful
I wonder what the closely approached world will show me
I still have many fears and am still young
If it’s you, can I lean on you?
Will you open your heart a bit more?
Don’t you need someone?
Like me?

Has this ever happen to you
As if you’ve sleep for a long time
The air feels different that yesterday
And for some reason, the day feels strange
My mornings are nights for some others
As that nature truth
I don’t know why I get so lonely, so sad

IU – Last Fantasy