ED: Lost my track

Not really in a good condition lately. I start to ** again. Is like a cycle of routine that I never plan. I know the consequences but helpless because I keep repeating it all over again. I am aware of it! I wish I could stop it but mentally I couldn’t stop it.

Abdominal pain
Swollen cheeks (not really visible)
Tooth decay (worry)
Mouth sores
Acid reflux (worry)
Ulcers (worry)
Ruptured stomach (worry)

Once my potassium keep dropping I might be hospitalize. I know I am reflecting to MK (different diagnose / same category). I am avoiding * because I am battling with * as well. Alright, I am picky.

I’m so tired.
So tired of struggling
I should stop here.

Take care!


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