A confession

The pass years have been all over the place with emotions, sentimental heart and thought. Because my thoughts were elsewhere, it made it difficult for me to fully enjoy my life. Even today, I cannot officially enlighten the whole world that I am fully recovering from major d and also ed. It may trigger anytime, any day and any hour. My emotion is wobbly. A single matter may affect my mood which is considered as b disorder/c disorder. Because of my d (since 2009), I decided to let go of everything by the early of 2011 until today. I cannot fit in any group of people. I choose over my parents, doctor and lectures. There are the people who guide me until today. I have relinquished my life. In fact, there the one who give me strength during my hard period. The quote

I believe that it is important to overcome that one moment

I guess I make it that one moment but sometimes it really hunt me down. I also understand that those hard things in life don’t last forever. I was scare of triggering, decision, consequences, insecurity and others. As I said earlier, a single matter really affect my mood. Well, at least I can let people know that I am able to stand right now. I must be proud of myself. On a lighter note, I really hope everything goes find for me, able to stand up without fear and able to filled with laughter.

With love,



2 thoughts on “A confession

  1. I also hope everything goes fine for you dear – more than fine in fact!! I hope that your life is full of joy and laughter, and I think confronting your fears and sadness is the first step towards this. You are a beautiful girl and this is a beautiful blog! I’m a new follower 🙂


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